Creepy Guy

i kno this is random...but theres a really creepy guy sittin next to me in the computer lab !!

help meeee !!

hahaha

Barak Obama !!

on a brighter note...


my president is black !!!!!

im sooo estatic about this pivotal moment in history..

but most importantly im excited that my grandparents are still here to witness this...

past all the excitement, he still needs to take care of business..like every other president should...

but it just feels good to see that the first family of the United States is BLACK !!

More Stress, Less Time

ive been so stressed within the past month and a half...so therefore i have not been bloggin like i'd like to...

November 1 started it all...i wasnt aware that i was goin through so much until i hit rock bottom...and i hit it hard...

i turned evil(oddly enough)and it wasnt pretty ..

i didnt even take care of myself like i usually do...

eventhough i cant quite reveal what happened...im recovering and i think thats all that matters...

i feel alot better and things are starting to turn around...i think i can see the light at the end of the tunnel...

ive been distant but not anymore...watch out !!

Happy Birthday To Me !!

i kno its been a while but i figured this was a great opportunity to wrte a blog !!

Its my birthday !! yah me !! im so greatful to God for lettin me make it to the sweet age of 20 !!

i have matured greatly over the past year..and plan to continue to mature as long as i live !!

since the past year ive lost and gained friends, and gotten closer with my walk with God and my life has taken a huge step to the next level..i love where i am in life right now...couldnt be happier...

well i could... !! but right now im satisfied !!

9/11 Acknowledgement

remembering those who:

worked in the Twin Towers, The Pentagon, and the two planes, those who saved lives, lost lives, and those who lost loved ones...

my greatest sympathy and thank you's go out to everyone who was involved in the 9/11 attacks...

*The initial numbers are indelible: 8:46 a.m. and 9:02 a.m.

*Time the burning towers stood: 56 minutes and 102 minutes.

*Time they took to fall: 12 seconds. From there, they ripple out.

*Total number killed in attacks (official figure as of 9/5/02): 2,819

*source: http://nymag.com/news/articles/wtc/1year/numbers.htm

New Kid On The Block

so theres a new kid in my life...

now i kno i have to take care of this kid but theres alot of responsibility that comes along with it..

now ive dealt with different types of kids before...

but this kid...this one is very different...its kinda scary actually...

i met this kid ; ironically at church...and as soon as i saw this kid i automatically knu that they would be a handful..

but i was wrong...this kid is taking care of me..!

i dont have to worry about this child maturing.. they're already mature

they already have themselves established..

and my patience has not run out yet..

im not positively sure that i wanna keep this child in my life or give them up like ive done to the ones in the past..

the ones in the past needed me to wait on them hand and foot and that really got annoying..

i kno kids need love and care but i think i actually gave too much and they took it for granted..

but this kid is special...

they always make sure to tell me... " theres no room for doubt"

this kid is only __ yrs old !

Temporary

why cant things stay constant...are u afraid of what might come in the future or scared of the commitment...whats the deal..

when someone finds something and considers it valuable, why not cherish it and care for it...forever...

are there some rules that im not aware of, is that the new trend...to appreciate, love, and care for something in a certain amount of time...

scared of change..??

i cherish what is given to me, i consider them gifts... i wouldnt just throw a brand new gift in the trash after the second day...

but i guess this has nothing to do with respect and loyalty does it..?? maybe one doesnt kno how to handle "long-term"

i guess im the only one who knows how to adapt to change..

why cant u be unconditionally steady..

forever...

The End

are u threatened by my kindness...

u must not understand...

without givin any explination the last words are "good night"...?

is this a game..are we children noooo sir ! not i !!

simply stated ...

i cant talk to u anymore...; silence

why ? because... well, i dont kno...

contradicting urself is not wise...

ha ! total happiness on the other side...join me..?

i cant talk to u anymore...

leave me alone...

chapter is complete !

Here I Am

hello,

this is my first blog EVER so i'm kind of new to this....

ive always loved to share my ideas, thoughts, etc. but usually i'm never really heard.

i personally think that this is going to be an easy and fun way to express my opinions.

my blogs may not always make sense nor will they be grammatically correct, but they will be straight out of my head or my heart, so here i am...enjoy !!